Today is January 13, 2025 – for those that started a New Year’s resolution. Today is the day most people will throw in the towel. 

On the other hand for me, today was the first day without you.  Although I understand the reasons why you were let go, it still hurts. I really do want you to find happiness and if that meant no longer working for us, then I would find a way to let you go.

I will admit, I had a mini panic attack today. My body was getting really hot and I felt lightheaded and my chest felt like I had an elephant sitting on it for free. To avoid a scene, I went to the bathroom and ran my hands through cold water. It wasn’t enough, so I went outside and stood still in the cold air to cool off. Once I cooled off, I returned to my desk and felt anxious. Just then I remembered the song about memorizing Psalm 28.. 

I immediately put on my headphones and found this song and played it. The relief was instant and instead of the anxiety feeling, I started to feel empowered to know that I COULD do this. I CAN work two desks on my own. For how long? That I do not know, but I knew that today I could. 

God is good. Today he reminded me that with him nothing is impossible. The more I let him in, the more he shows me that he is the only way. God is always good 😌

Today was tough, but know it’s the beginning of new things. Stay tuned for more.

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